In quest for a hero to save me

I was an ordinary, ‘run-of-the mill’ person. Yet in my perception, an underrated one; in terms of world’s standard. I felt I was squeezed under the pressures of this world to come to meet its level, especially in my career, knowingly and unknowingly I was looking for someone to save me, although I was not realizing it. Fear gripped throughout my life and every person who I considered can be my savior proved me wrong pathetically.